To the Beach!

Sorry I have not posted in a while, but i have been extremely extremely busy. i have a bad obsession right now with makeup. I need help... badly. I spend all my money on it even if I am in desperate need of a new pair of shoes or something else similar. I love MAC and it always comes out with new collections which is upsetting because along with all of the regular things that I want I also need all of the stuff from the new collections! Does anyone have any ideas on how to break this habit? Ugh why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why. I need more money? Any quick way to get BIG BIG BIG MONEY. I hope this is just a phase because the way I am now I will be one broke person.

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I'm sorry. I am in just SUCH a bad mood. I had to express myself. I am so sorry guys! I love you all. This is frustration and anger and resentment. I hope no one else ever feels this way. :)

Crest the wave

sorry i havent posted in a while

i have just beeen soo so sos os busy! i think my tiny addiction to blogging was for that weekend and then i ran out of things to write about! beware... i am doing poetry in school right so so expect a lot of poems!

If you can tell my new obsession?

All I have to say is sigh....

running or changing?

but do I have a good reason? my leaving is an escape. a release from the thing i call a life here. an escape from family, "friends", and home in general. but is running a good reason?

This might be the hottest thing I've ever seen...?

lesson learned.

today i lost a friend

today i lost my best friend. it wasnt my fault, but maybe by reacting in the way i did i just pushed her away. I hope we will be friends again.

I'm moving away next year, and she used to want me to take her with me. i miss her.

crest the wave

Introduction to Poetry

I ask them to take a poem

and hold it up to the light

like a color slide

or press an ear against its hive

I say drop a mouse into a poem

and watch him probe his way

or walk inside the poem's room

and feel the walls for a light switch

I want them to water-ski

across the surface of a poem

waving at the author's name on the shore

but all they want to do

is tie the poem to a chair with rope

and tortre confession out of it

they begin beating it with a hose

to find out what it really means.

- Billy Collins

crest the wave

I know I just posted about happiness...

I'm in such an awful mood right now, I cannot even express myself. I'm sorry for all the tears, and sorrow. I feel like a bottle about to explode, and when I do there will be no one left to help me pick up the pieces.

crest the wave